A Woman's Hair Is Her Beauty

If you read the title you already know this isn't a happy post. I know I have been missing and I am sorry. I have been going through some personal things. As a result I have been a bit depressed and shedding like crazy this made me even more depressed. Despite the shedding I have not felt noticeable difference in my hair until today. I washed my hair as usual i'm not going to go into the details of what I used because this post is not about that. I took a look in the mirror at my hair today after I came out from under the dryer, I decided I wanted to wear a pony tail today to go see my BF. When I pulled my hair back and put the scrunchie in i could wrap it around three times with ease and it was at that point I felt like I needed to cry.

I have decided to be a big girl! I am going to relax my hair and head to my old stylist for a big fat cut...you heard me a cut when I say cut I DO NOT mean trim. I will be getting a bob cut maybe by the end of this week. I cannot do this. My edges as well are just horrible and I need my hair to just not be in a protective style or any style at all. I want them to be free to grow and regain their strength. I am starting fresh no way am I going to try to salvage this hair if its looking wack its wack and I will not tolerate thin hair again.

I will post pictures of the new look when ever I get it done. I am very fascinated with the idea of a bob at this time Do not know if that will change but for now I think it is the best thing ever. If it is one time I give her all rights to get scissors happy it is now.